Has it been a month?

I know. I've been terrible. It's been a month since my last post. Thank God for Junie. I miss her. It isn't for lack of material. In fact, I always make a mental note whenever I encounter anything funny or interesting. Sometimes, I even snap a picture, meaning to upload it here and spill my two cents worth on it.

But somehow, after back to back deadlines, I forget what the pictures are all about and I completely forget what I even want to say about them. I'd look at my camera or mobile and go, "Why the hell did I snap a photo of a two-ton truck?"

I haven't had much sleep. I've been spending too many hours in the office, sometimes up to 18 hours. I go to bed worrying about my deadlines. I wake up with a looming sense of doom. I spend my weekends stressing over deadlines. I try to plan for runs, healthy meals and productive hours of work on the weekend, but somehow, I'm so tired from the week's onslaught, I often end up cooking Indomie and sleeping too much on the weekends. So yes, I think the radiation from my computer is totally decimating my brain cells. I'm forgetful and it's almost as if I need to forget something in order to make space for new information.

That said, I love what I do. And I think it's possibly the only thing that's keeping me going right now. Sleeping too little, skipping meals and eating the worst foods at the oddest hours are doing no favours for my skin or health. Eating week-old pasta at 3am isn't exactly the diet of champions, is it? I miss really living and I thought I'd never say this, but I actually do miss writing here. JT